I want to kill someone when I think about dating...honestly, dating has to be the most miserable shit ever. When you have been away from the dating world for what feels like eternity and then come to the realization it is beginning again, please, someone shoot me...WTF, I would never have guessed I would be here again.
Getting to know someone is painful...it actually causes a painful reaction within me. I have no patience, I am guarded, I am private (don't laugh), and I will not make one fucking excuse for the decisions I have made in the past. To teach someone about who you are, how you became the person standing in front of them today, what moves you, what inspires your passion, why you walked along whatever path you have...sucks! Plain and simple, it is the pits.
Saying this does not mean I do not like the person I may be dating but to start over from the beginning just makes me want to vomit. If you think you might avoid this part by dating someone you know from your past, think again. Nothing is easy about dating.
For a person who says Fuck the Rules with every breath I take, the rules of dating confuse me. I am never sure what is a rule or what is just game playing. How do I show the person I am dating all sides of me before they run screaming from the building? How do you take things slow when you are full of passion, excitement, lust?
Please, when you have these items figured out, could you write them down, send them to me, so I may survive the dating process without killing myself or killing my date?
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