By accident I have fallen into a life that I am excited about. By accident, I have begun to live my life, with pride...with happiness...with fulfillment...with appreciation. By accident I have learned to accept who I am, how I am, enjoy the very person I have fought against becoming so needlessly.
Forever I desired a life I was jazzed with, proud to be a part of, proud to have others witness yet I always fell short of the mark. Today, I have created an amazing ride that makes me giggle, makes me scream, makes my heart whole and I think; "How fucking cool is this?" I have no balance, I have very limited sanity, I am as intense as they come and I love that more than one could ever understand.
By accident, I am becoming someone I would love to have as a friend. By accident, I have grown, I have crashed and burned, I have risen above the destruction and I am forever grateful for this life; my life.
My job, my personal life, my family life...all areas of my world are just as they should be. Thank you, Jesie, for remaining in the fight. You would have never gotten to this amazing place without all of the wrong turns.
Damn...simply beautiful and totally by accident.
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