Take a vacation from yourself, your issues, your fuck-ups...you know, D...all of the above--leave it all behind and just breathe. Like a day at the beach, breathing, playing, and forgetting momentarily that your life is a mess~~a mess you have done a fantastic job in creating.
Do you remember what you thought life would be like when you were young? Do you remember thinking, "I will be a liar, a cheat, a game player, a judgemental fool?" No, we all had high aspirations on how our lives would develop and how noble we would be. What happened? Where did we lose track of of ourselves--what happened to our determination that our life was going to mean something?
I know how the game is played. With all I do in life, I can be an amazing game player...my choice, however, is to leave the game playing to people who have nothing substantial to fill their time with. I desire honesty, integrity, intensity, and will accept nothing less. It is exhausting that with every encounter I have to dodge bullshit, lies, and deception.
So, let's agree~~Let's take a vacation...let's stop all the lies, the drama, and agree to give it all a rest. Take a deep breath, enjoy your life, stop being jealous of others, quit judging what you do not understand and take a vacation from yourself. Learn to laugh again, learn to love again without bitterness or trepidation, learn to be a better man or woman, learn to enjoy who you are, and fall into a life you can revel in. Stop being concerned what everyone else is doing and start being concerned with who you are, who you have become, and how to make the necessary changes to become that person you envisioned not so long ago.
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