Friends

Friends have a way of surprising you. Ones that you thought would always be there seem to disappear or change; Ones that you never thought you had or that you could rely on are there when you cry out. I have healed in one weekend many things that may have taken forever to get over without some beautiful people showing me love.

I have always believed that loyalty should be demanded from friends. I am loyal, I am honest, I am generous, and I would lay my life down if needed for a friend. I am not a big believer in family first because my family is screwed. My sister is one of my very bestest friends and I regard that with higher admiration than her just being my blood.

So, to friends that judge me I say: Please look at yourself and your life first, then come to my house and voice your opinion. To friends that think they have me pegged-- really? If you knew me at all you would fully understand the nature of my beast. I allow people to peek into my world. Think: do you ever really get to see to the depths of my soul? The answer is no, because as much as I love and adore you, my soul is for my eyes alone.

I have people in my life that want only for me to be happy...they aren't selling anything, they are not trying to get something from me, they honestly just wish for me to be happy and to them I say, with my entire heart, I love you and I thank you. You make the world worth living in.